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Name: Corrie
Birthday: 12/29/1985
Gender: Female

Interests: I love being with people, and I love being with people! lol. I also am addicted to coffee, as many of my friends will be able to testify...:) What else? Oh, yes, I love the color purple! I'm actually a fanatic about purple. And finally, the person I love the most is Jesus. He truly is my very best and closest friend. Pretty much, I'm crazy, so if you are too, then we'll have a lot in common!! :)
Expertise: I write poems and stories. Haven't written a story in a while, but I just wrote a poem last night! I'm very artistic and love color and my clothes have to match...:) I speak hungarian and have worked with youth, and am hoping to go into full-time youth ministry. I think that's about it.
Occupation: Student
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Member Since: 5/12/2005

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Monday, September 29, 2008

I don't have an answer

I've never been here before, at least not this intense. I don't have an answer for the struggle I'm going through in my life. I want to look at Jesus, but the waves look at me and constantly harass me. i know God is faithful, but the pain overwhelms me at times. it comes in like a flood, and i feel overpowered and powerless. I don't know what to do with the many questions that haunt my life. I don't know what to do with the pieces of my life ebbed in the shadows. i know they form a picture that i cannot see right now, but i am at a loss as to how to respond or even what to say or do in this situation. I simply don't have an answer. But i know God's holding me and I know he knows what he's doing, even if i can't see it.

There you are,
I see your face
Standing in
The very same place

Waiting for me
To look at you
Waiting until
I don't know what to do

I reach this place
Ever so often
How could I be here
And once again forgotten?

Why do I look
At the waves and the sea,
Why do I doubt
Your goodness to me?

Could it be
That I really am,
So faithless as
A little lamb?

Why can't I tell
My heart to still?
Why can't I fight
Against my will?

There you stand,
In the midst of the sea,
There you are
Waiting for me

You wait for me
And hold out your hand
You wait for me
Before I can stand

I want to look at you
Really I do;
I want to trust,
But I don't know how to

Teach me to look
Not at the waves and the sea;
Yes, teach me to look Lord
At no one but thee

By Cornelia E. Jorash Copyright 2008

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Sunday, April 20, 2008

Dreaming

I have this ache

within my heart

that just won't go away

I want it to stay

I want it to go

I just can't let it lay

too often I feel

my heart is so

so very far away

I can't control it

I can't remove it

It stays yet for another day

and still i wish

oh yes i wish

that dreams i dream would come

that far beyond my wildest scope

i finally could see

the songs i've sung

and hoped and waited

for this day

that my heart has always wanted

at last it would be here

this very day

no more my dreams are haunted

alas, alas, my eyes forever wander

through the memories, tears, and grief

i find an empty longing

for what i hold so dear to me

my heart can scarce contain

the absense of belonging

if only i could end the strain

my heart would near

be singing

and all of heaven could echo back

the joy i feel to what

my heart is clinging

but no, this ache

is now forever printed upon my heart

so rooted in my thoughts

that each recollection

that i have

can churn my being to knots

i cannot make it go away

no, no, the pain

will have to do;

for everytime i try

to stamp it out

a conflict with me ensues

when and where do i find the end

to this love and joy

that nothing can compare?

how do i journey on and on

forgetting what i love so deep, and rich, and fair?

one day i know

my dreams will come

when all the world is still

there will happen upon my mind and heart

a music that will come to form

the words that echo still

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Tuesday, September 11, 2007

You're my stability

When i feel like i'm falling

And i can't get up,

You're my stability

You fill my cup

When the world around me

Is caving inside,

You are my stability

You are my place to hide

When the ocean wells within me

And the waves come crashing down,

You're my stability

And i cannot drown

Though my feelings overwhelm me

And i feel all alone

When the battle rages within me

And the answers are unknown

One thing i know,

And can always be sure,

You are my stability

You are my cure

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Wednesday, August 29, 2007

	God is such a faithful Daddy =)
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Saturday, June 02, 2007

Wow

God has been surprising me a lot lately with so many things. first this whole trip to ukraine for the summer has blown me away. i had no idea i was going to be with my fam for the summer until less than three weeks until i left school! it's been a beautiful surprise and i'm so happy and thankful. it's been so refreshing to be with my family again and get to know ukraine a little bit better this time. :) God is so good about working out every little detail at just the right time: not too early and not to late. God, thankyou!

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